My month has not been great. I feel so utterly discouraged. I lost my job in September. Was laid off. Have not been able to find another banking job yet. I have started driving for Uber. But the lost of my banking job sets me back again on my home buying dream. My children and I are living with my mom; which for some people would be a blessing. It is in a way but its also hard. My mom is a hard women. I love her but truth is truth and she is hard. I pay the bills she requires me to pay. I try to keep my children in a way that will not anger her but nothing really seem to help.
My goal was to buy my home next year. I can't see it. I've fallen behind on all my bills. Then there is always some new expense just popping up. Life.
I know I'm still blessed. I just need to figure out a way to feel it all the time.

Okay that's the end of my pity party as my sister would tell me.
Thanks for reading lol
Be Blessed & Smile