Tuesday, December 9, 2014

The Real

Normally I only talk about very happy things.  I don't put to much personal stuff on here, but lately I've been feeling all types of down.  I need to share and so here I go.

My month has not been great.  I feel so utterly discouraged.  I lost my job in September. Was laid off.  Have not been able to find another banking job yet.  I have started driving for Uber. But the lost of my banking job sets me back again on my home buying dream.  My children and I are living with my mom; which for some people would be a blessing.  It is in a way but its also hard.  My mom is a hard women.  I love her but truth is truth and she is hard.  I pay the bills she requires me to pay.  I try to keep my children in a way that will not anger her but nothing really seem to help.

My goal was to buy my home next year. I can't see it. I've fallen behind on all my bills.  Then there is always some new expense just popping up.  Life.

I know I'm still blessed.  I just need to figure out a way to feel it all the time.

Okay that's the end of my pity party as my sister would tell me.

Thanks for reading lol

Be Blessed & Smile

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