It's spring which means for me finding something to do or restarting something I have not completed. I'm doing a little of both this year. I'm going back to doing things I enjoyed doing & I'm pushing myself to finished things I've always wanted to do but believed was too hard for me.
I enjoyed blogging, sharing my ideas, life and pictures was always fun to me. It seemed like a great way to meet people and make friends; even if they was only on social networks. I stopped because I got caught up in what my blog should be compared to someone else or why I don't have a lot of followers. Thank you to my faithful 3 followers your AWESOME. It started to feel like work. I already have a full time job that feels like work every minute of the day while I'm there. I didn't want that feeling blogging too. So I stopped.
School the academic part of school has always been a challenge for me. I have some self esteem issues. I've never really felt smart enough to get a degree so when ever I received a low grade I would tell myself see your not smart enough for this. So I stopped.
See the trend here.
Finally, enough is enough. I'm getting too old for this foolishness. I have to enjoy the life I have left to live. So what if I only have 3 followers. So what if I get a "C" not an "A". I must make myself happy. I'm worth it. I wake up everyday now and tell myself I am well able.
With that being said I got myself a gift to help me along the way.
Isn't she cute. She, yes she, will help me start blogging again and go back to school online. I even found a HBUC (Historically Black College/University) online - Hampton University. Yes that was important to me if I'm going to spend money going to school I might as well support my own.
Tell every body I'm on my way again lol. I love to start over but this time I plan to finish. So in two years or however long it takes me I will post a picture of me in my cap & gown. I know I will enjoy that.
Smile
K-SeaPlus
