Tuesday, June 27, 2017

Choosing Joy

For the last two months every morning I wake up in pain.  Some mornings I wake up and can't move my hand.  I've been to the doctors and they tell me only time can heal the problem. So I go through the day with this "friend" pain that I didn't ask for and I wish would go away.  However through this "friend" I have also found joy.  I realize I may have this “friend” with me for the rest of my life I can't live being angry or feeling sorry for myself.  I have chosen to be happy.  By choosing to be happy I really have become a joyful person.  I'm doing more things that bring me joy.  I'm talking to my Creator more and not just talking, but thanking my Creator for everything.  I'm looking at the small things that make me happy and doing them.  Like a clean rug; vacuuming at 5o'clock in the morning just because I like how a clean rug looks. 
I'm going through one of the worst medical issues I've had to deal with but through it I'm learning who I am and what I'm made of. Don't get me wrong I've asked for the pain to go away and I believe it will but until then I will continue to be happy and grateful.

Avenue - Maya Slip-On Crochet Espadrille (white sold out)
Be Blessed & Smile